zen garden

i am blessed with a space
only god can enter
for it is only in the moment
of solitude
i can fully understand
the meaning of my life

relationships makes my
mercury rise and fall
creates ripples in my mind
and make my heart leap

this morning
the rain has awakened me
with the a strange feeling
of longing yet uncertain

the stillness around me
has captured my restless mind
thinking of a man
far and distant

oh great goddess of fertility
nourish my ground
so i make my self useful as a woman
and make my relationship work

oh great goddess of power
open my heart
and make me worthy
of deep love