everyday mind wanderings and confessions of maria ondonesa limlunay manununda maladaw

Sunday, November 01, 2009

love in your absence

in the time of exodus, two souls meet and parted
literally collecting the pieces of the self opening to nature's gestures
putting things together in the backpack of risks and change
a weekend full of loving, giving, illuminating and healing 
open, honest, and thankful in total bliss and surrender

the whole milky way showed full cosmic presence
spreads its canopy mirroring the infinite possibilities 
as a living canvass of complex sacred geometry of life 
as the sun closes and opens the day in full texture
opening intimacy and cleansing of hearts

such cosmic embrace contained the explosions 
of divine tantric connection that has reached the deepest self
that makes one realize the inner power of human soul
blessed by star showers and gentle bio luminous sea
bodies shaped the orgasmic cradle of the sand bed 

such magical weekend unfolded in spontaneous generous outburst
reuniting souls as the start of a journey in yoga of the heart 
what more can a woman wish for after such a complete weekend
like fruits in season when picked at the ripe time and age
comes out as perfect juicy harvest that blends in the palette of heart and soul

love can never be the same in tropical island summer in your absence 
it is dangerous to desire love when one embarks on a journey to spiritual liberation
as farewell gift I give away love to the man who needs to love no one but only the self
i want nothing for myself for the universe in equilibrium will bring balance to my desires and needs
my only safe place is to stay in the center and listen to the heart of the universe breathing through me

love reminds me of colors and happiness like rainbows painted on a blue sky
the moment has showed me once more a timeless sacred encounter 
when the elements are aligned, the flowers knows spring and bloom
like mindful everyday connections, fearless of ups and downs like the tide of the ocean 
for the longest journey in search for enlightenment always returns to the ripple of the self

in time my karmic path shall know when love opens life like lotus flowers
growing out of the mud like growing out of pains of the wounded self
love as metamorphosis of self transformation heals the souls 
for in the giving i free myself of my own karmic limitations and roles unfolding 
in the receiving i grow in understanding and trust that life is a perfect matrix of love 

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